Two years have now passed Jen, I can't understand why I have been told it gets easier, it is different, but equally heartbreaking. I just wish I could make it right and I will wake up from the horrible dream. It is now 1.30 pm and I can still here you walking into the house, saying "I am home, I missy you and where is my sandwich?" Love and miss you so so much. Rest well my beautiful girl, I am here for you always and forever xx