Two years have now passed Jen, I can't understand why I have been told it gets easier, it is different, but equally heartbreaking. I just wish I could make it right and I will wake up from the horrible dream. It is now 1.30 pm and I can still here you walking into the house, saying "I am home, I missy you and where is my sandwich?" Love and miss you so so much. Rest well my beautiful girl, I am here for you always and forever xx

My beautiful sister, I miss you terribly, I never realised how strong our bond was and how much I loved you until I lost you. I know you will always be with me, but I just want you to know, I am sorry I did not make it right this time. I would give you my life, if I could just spend five moments with you to tell you that I love you, to cuddle you and make sure you were happy and safe. My love and heartbreak will never fade, that you can be sure of. Even now you are helping so many people and the contributions are still flooding in. "Why do I love you so much?" you would say, because "I am your bestest sister" and you are and always will be. Don't worry be happy my baby girl, I am here xx

May you dance amongst angels beautiful 💖x